I'm sorry that I'm too sensitive to do much for us, I can be a dog, guess that's a plus. To sleep. To eat. To lie down in the heat. Am I annoying you? I'm willing to be beat. It's who I am and I can't change that fact, I'm sorry I scream and shout when I'm stressed about the help I lack, it's not my fault you forsook your parental pact, should have expected this, I was bound to crack. Let's start at the top. Just because you're my pop doesn't mean I don't have problems that I can't stop. I'm a broken mess, is that too much to confess? Or are you already ready to say my problems are less? I'm a broken record in my head, everything I say has already been said. But you're too stuck up in your aged bed screaming that you're the reason I am kept fed. There's another thing. I'm too afraid to tell you that I'm a woman, not a man. This dysphoria keeps me hungry but that is the plan. But while you're too busy crying out about gran I sit here, still alive, in this famished land. Was too afraid
Black walls, black floor, No light, no door I stand alone, afraid of you I stand alone, afraid of who? Shadows fester in my wounds The ashes of my sanity like dunes I have no freedom in this place Hands soldered, knife to my waist I tremble at the smallest things Phobias shoot down my tattered wings Mind races a mile a second when I try to do things, now and then What will go wrong? What is in there? What will I do? I can only stare What if I fail? What if I bail? Am I a coward? I can only wail I’m a failure No, I can’t be! My mind’s a jailer It only lets me see That I’m a failure! That’s all I’ll ever be My mind’s a sailor My thoughts create the sea I can’t be honest now I can only bow Only he can be right What does he think of my fright? I can’t tell him I’m down Cause when he sees me frown Thunder booms in his voice And I don’t have a choice I lie to hide the black thoughts In reality, my stomach’s in knots My horrid fear of failure lurks It sits on my shoulders, it smirks It eats
May ye be warned,
Deep in the Cathedral,
Heritage of Leyina's accursed godhood,
Lay the chambers,
Where the blood of the unholy,
Was spilt, and so fourth came 4 guardians.
From the highlands,
Where blood rains across the war-scorched fields,
Where beast devour the poor souls,
A born hunter, cowardice naught,
Stepped forward through the lands,
Beckoned by the Cathedral's chime.
Each stride made earth bleed,
His baggy robes of beast hide
Hid the hardened steel of his armour,
No blade could penetrate,
While his serrated axe of monstrous bone
Cleaved through all opposition in their path.
They raised their weapon high to the belfry,
And by Leyi
Devaughn, the Pale Amalgam by Youllexpectnothing, literature
Literature
Devaughn, the Pale Amalgam
O, high where man lay bare,
Where sun dare shine in the bleak days of yore,
He, of Gaia's forbidden church stood,
Mer of his word, fallen angel of the holy light,
Elven kind watched in awe,
His sword, black steel,
His armour, forged of unholy fires,
Both shaped of a standard regiment's best friends
on the red battlefields,
He sought no regal look,
His hair like the night,
His skin like charcoal,
A soul sought the people's welfare,
Stooped far and wide to protect the land,
For he bore wounds like the scorched earth,
"Thy name shall be forgotten to time",
a wish he solemnly grasped,
"Should thy be disgraced by thee,
Let none falter by what a
Starship Aphelion by Youllexpectnothing, literature
Literature
Starship Aphelion
From the brink, when humanity fell into the Hedonistic void, we flew. Blast off, 10, 9, 8... Just 3 seconds, and life flashed before my eyes. The days on earth, those people I lost do the dark wave of technology. 7, 6 5... Who was I back home? Does it even matter anymore? 4, 3 2... Time froze. How lucky am I? To have the job that allows me to escape human reality. To go to the stars with her... Virgo. How fitting, to have a fiancee you'll spend the rest of your existence with by the sentinels of the black skies...
One.
"Welcome aboard Starship Aphelion." I hear the on-board systems call out into the empty ship. We're off. Jumped past the be
Pain washes away in the rain, As cars slumber down the lane, Dark skies comfort my dark days, A melancholy safety, away from sun rays. Figuring out who I am feels tough, I can't seem to find myself in the rough, But someday I'll happen upon me, In the downpour, I'll know who I'm meant to be.